A Dark House Within..

"MY SON YOU HAVE BOTH
OF YOUR HANDS FILLED BUT
I GUESS YOU HAVE ALREADY
GONE BEYOND THE TRUTH."
Even the day paves
the way for the night.
The sounds of silence echo
in my ears.
Stepped into a wrong lane
With a tree without a bird,
A house without a gate,
A dark room with no candle.
An example of brutal truth.
A part you will always try
to forget but will haunt you.
YES this is me!
Stale 17 years still
Step out or you become
a part of it that is untrue to true.

A Bleeding Heart...

Eighteen steps I walk for you
offering prayers even in the dark
leaving those little smiles apart
I see you through my heart.

Every pain with a smile I forget,
losing you tonight makes me weak.
For things I speak hold something,
when I weep walking in dark streets.

If a pearl brings a smile on your face,
so does your love for me on mine.
Sanding outside heavens door I see,
petrified, bleeding hearts like mine.

I kill myself everyday for you,
hoping you will come someday.
Bt when I see no signs either way,
I offer flowers on my own grave.

Greys to Blues...

When will the man learn to realise that its not the answer to his questions he seeks out crying out loud but asking for another question in return. its not this question he seeks out for but a reliver to reassure his insecurities. why is it that going down the memory lane seems so fun but when we look at those dark shadows of times that surrounded when we were helpless and never learned from them and just smile it off.. BAD TIMES.

It all wraps up in this little heart and remains safe and warm within... I hoped and i still hope.. I thought no words, i got no words, i say no words... All i got is a little hope and in the twisted strands of this rope of life i see you as the loose end to untie this knot of insecurity and give me one moment of that exuberant fragrance where i can breathe my true life. Keeping the bowls of these crystals of unsavour ego at the bay i wait at the shore to see the waves take them away...